3 September 2006

I wonder, can you have schizophrenia without the voices? Only, I see it portrayed on the TV; in novels, with no voices. And it seems like I imagine myself to be when I'm at my worst. And the doctors, the ask all these questions, and it doesn't always seem like I'm giving the right answer. There've never been voices, I try to say with confidence, but in the back of my mind there was that one time. Blue bells tolling.